cheritAshee benarlaa

catching up

2012-02-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

*post tertunggak*

so last few weeks

ada meeting

MESYUARAT TINGKAP

dengan dikmi & sha ai

ahli tak hadir : be'ah, boon

memang tak pernah lengkap pun meeting

bila dah lama tak jumpa memang banyaklah nak borak kan?

mesyuarat tingkap ni macam annual event gak lah

tak puas gossips through fb, twitter, skype

nak bertentang mata jugak

konon nak rasa aura kalau nak troll --'

sempat jugak hand over dikmi punya japan souvenir

sekarang tinggal yang paan, boon & acap punya

dah tak sempat jumpa

memang cannot go lah

tapi macam tak puas hati jugak

because i stayed so far away now

I MOVED TO JAWI

kena balik awal

sumpah brief habis

makan pun sempat sekali je

*betapa singkatnya waktu pertemuan><*

wayang pun x sempat tengok

tapi takpelah dah lepas rindu

*uhukuhukbatukmengada*

so next meeting katanya nak buat atas cruise

hey engkaw tak main lah cruise yang kat melaka tu

ini cruise cruise

ada one day promo

*dah masuk dalam isu isu tertunggak*

pastu sempat finalized singapore trip

*bunyik nak serious je*

kemungkinannya somewhere mid april

dekat birthday jugak macam our last trip

eksaited i pikir nak pegi USS

so with that brief catch up selamatlah meeting harituh

ps; i'm watching Dream High 2 :)

pss; dah nak masuk sem 4 weyh! --'

psss; dah no color color! ><

when i remember

2012-02-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

it's february.

nothing much happens in february for me

tapi tadi tiba-tiba ash teringat one painful high school memories.

PAINFUL kah?

me dunno

but i think i never really retell

or even said anything about this particular moment

i think it was back in MY SENIOR YEAR,

le me : form 5

it was the toughest year

to be honest

walaupun ash selalu ingat all the sweet memories

theres this one particular moment

MEND FOREVER SOMEWHERE IN MY HEART

it started end of form 4 kot

we have this particular clique

semua rules breaker *obviously*

4 year in girls school

ash somehow get the idea how complicated girls could be

apparently eventually,

we all drifted apart

*macam bercinta pulak*

we shared so much together

breakups, dealing with each other's bitches, saving each other's ass

as complicated girls could be,

just when we thought we have the same future

somewhere along the path,

maybe our goal was not the same again

glancing back now,

tiba tiba ash teringat this one time

things got really hard for me

EXTREMELY

actually in during high school,

i was always the one who always try to hold on

with my own family problem,

~~mending with such a painful farewell~~

maybe that time seeing

how we fought like we never knew

yell like we are total stranger

and even belittle one another

i remembered i cried so hard this one day

having no one to turn too

nothing to hold on too

literally i fell to pieces.

and those hard time,

it was the first time i cried.

in public.

tersengguk sengguk.

dalam surau.

and thinking about that particular moment

i felt pity to my old self

rasa macam if i had time turner

i would go back

pats my own back

and says

"chill shieq. you're gonna be okay"

and somehow because of that

i became what i am now

ash macam more blunt

*if i have to put it in words*

i stop loving people more than myself

but yeah. nurturing the habit for 5 years

i can't stop myself to forever be a giver

but,

part of me learned the lesson

to give without expecting

with that i always say

LIFE GOES ON

ps; ini bahana tengok cerita sunny lah ni ><

resolution?

2012-01-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

ha.

this thing sumpah new for me :)

but i do get excited for it

rasa macam 2012 will go by great

with things i have in mind to be accomplish before the year end

feeling like a good girl

tak nampak?

memang tanak bagi nampak

*you wont understand pun*

i hope this will go well

SEMANGAT

ps; eksaited pakai my SJ diary :)

over babeyh ;)

2012-01-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

:'(

2012-01-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

cengeng.

tahun baru wajah baru

2012-01-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

bapak clishe habis kan?

i know. i know

so what do you think?

ash puas hati ^^

dugaan gila nak letak gambar superhearts

selalunya akan google je gambar mana2 yang ada

turn out this time banyak gila gambar menarek hati!

OH.MY.GOD XD

actually now tengah

EXAM WEEK

~~hell weyh sumpah hell~~

ash learned major lesson jugak

maybe sometime in your killer subject

you actually wish that the question be divided to certain section

rather than

having a chunk of paragraph and in the end asking

WHAT IS YOUR OPINION?

#diesonthespot

takpelah let bygone be bygone

:'(

ahahaha

now ada lagi satu killer paper

phonetics

mangai cacing cacing

i would rather have my japanese and korean cacing test

정말로

ほんとに

rather than

rɪli

*okay contoh tu mungkin senang lah kan*

whatever it is
TAK SABAR NAK HABIS EXAM
wahh kaw ><
okay. till then

ps; lagu ni sedap an?
pss; i know because i didn't mute them ><

thank you 2011

2012-01-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

whoa and there goes another year :')

glancing through my blogpost

for the past 2011

ash didn't write much

mungkinkah my love towards writing has decrease

mungkinkah?

ash pun tak tahu

but 2011 sure did bring tons of memories

aigoo
i think my 2012 resolution should be

TO FIND SOME INSPIRATION IN BLOGGING

back like how it used to be
even when i'm writing this i don't have mood oi!

as 2011 went through smoothly
~~taking all those weird and shitty things happen as lesson learned~~
I THANK YOU ALL FOR SUCH A BLISSFUL YEAR
and
I THANK GOD FOR ONE BLESSED YEAR
for everything that went through
TERIMA KASIH. SYUKUR.

as for 2012
i just hope
ANOTHER YEAR WILL GOES ON FULL OF BLESS AND LOVE

ps; i got exam tomorrow. wish me luck
pss; saya dah pindah seberang perai selatan ^^
psss; thank you 2011, hello 2012

pindah randah

2011-12-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

the post title says it all

YES SAYA AKAN PINDAH RUMAH

ps; will get back to you guys later

오랜만이다

2011-12-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

ひさしぶりに。。。

gila dah berabuk blog

seems like i lost much after I went to Japan

as much as I gain I think I lost more :'(

but as the saying goes

LIFE MUST GO ON

AND I HAVE TO MOVE ON

so what's new?

life is catching up

well to be exact

DUE is catching!

LAST TWO WEEKS WAS HELL!!

ash kena hand in like 5 assignment by last friday
dah lah there's this time ash kena buat 2 presentation on the same day
ENERGY LEVEL = ZERO

but now i'm free
MERDEKA
untunglah jugak i finish them off early
and oh ash went for
MOA concert

eksaited weyh jumpe SUJU second time
and i met 3 nihonjing
ONE OF THEM IS FROM FUKUOKA!!

gila betul

i feel like after i came back

banyak pulak jumpa nihongjing tepi-tepi jalan

okaylah sebelum ni mungkin ade gak

but after i came back macam yakin mesra nak bertegur sapa ><

jumpa kak yong yang that time dah nak pegi jepun for

SS4 OSAKA

うらやまし！

pastu jumpa BAKI from 8tv Nite Live tu

epic je when he declares himself as ELFs XD
tapi memang i finish all my energy lah
but it is all worth it

now that everything all done
ingat nak tengok movie ke ape
but then i end up feeling mengantuk all day long
we'll see what i'll do

ps; when you have nothing to do mulalah nak tido the whole day ><
pss; THE CONCERT WAS EPIC!!
pssss; envying kakyong now already in OSAKA ><
pssss; families are coming to KL time study week
ROSAK ROSAK!

and i don't know why

2011-11-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part,

it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.

You never leave someone behind,

You take a part of them with you,

And leave a part of yourself behind.

一番はじめのトゥリープ Part Two

2011-11-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

and the journey continue ^^

time ni excited + cuax

and ash met my groupmate for the first time

L-R : takachan, rikuchan, sujin onnie :)

L-R: Imari, Iiotoko, Sujin Onnie :)

sujin onnie: who eventually became my translator because her senko is english literature

riku chan: my lovely roomate from china who loves futari otoko :P

yuya kun: who then well know as iiotoko. ;)

takachan: who i spazz about suju with (language is no barrier when it come to spazzing!)

imari kun: the one whose being helpful with my slides and english ^^

and we get to know each other

i was more than thankful bila semorang in my group is super friendly

then we proceed to the welcome party

waktu ni ash dapat kejutan gila

we have to introduce ourselves

and i was like

SAYWHATTTTA???

and i end up saying something

which eventually make them all know me :P

and as the days continue,

i get to know all the other participants better

L-R: Ja, Ame, Me, Riku (we're roomies)

Janelle; ash calls her Ja sometime and her english is sosososo good.

Mei chan: my favorite girl who sleep in front of me every night. her hair is very long

Kinan chan: cute girl from indonesia who i'll never forget her cute hoodie

Aki Onnie: my another onnie from korea who always end up speaking korea to me because i always spoke my broken korean to her and Sujin onnie

Back L-R : Min Oppa, Me, Riku chan, Ame chan, Ro chan, Ka chan, Kai chan, Ninaninanina

L-R: Sujin Onnie, Kim, Aki Onnie, Kinan chan, Archana, Ja chan, Ko kun

Kim: another korean cutie who always call me yeppo. kiwoyoso kim-ah

Archana: the firs nepal girl iever met and she is sososos friendly

Ka chan: who i'll never forget especially after the 'drunken night'

Ro chan: the cutest of us all. her accent and slang that'll forever lingers in my mind

Kai chan: the china girl who love avril lavigne ^^

Ko kun : whom bila lagi few days nak balik only i know he is much older than he looks

Min Oppa; though he's being the typical B type guy but he have the good oppa side of him

I heard them say nihongjing is nice

but to meet them and experienced how nice they really are

I AM MORE THAN GLAD

L-R : Imura kun, Yuya kun, Shiomi chan, Rio, Taka chan, China chan, Imura kun

Imura kun: i wish i get to know him more

Takada kun: i miss to call him chaemisso chaemisso all the time ^^

Rio: my favourite dangerous girl

Megu: who is too cute to be true

L-R: Nina, Shiomi chan, Yuma chan, Miki chan, Kim :)

Shiomi chan: whom i am envy of her eyes. it is sosososo beautiful

Yuma chan: my hawaian girl whose english is sugoi

China chan: who i think really look like a relatives of mine

Miki chan: another girl who i spazz about suju with :P

Chaemisso Takada and Shiomi and Rio and Kinan :P

my FIRST trip outside of Malaysia

banyak benda FIRST yang ash buat

初めて飲み会行く

初めてみんな酔ってる見て

初めてモチ食べて

初めて稲佐山行く

初めて MatLutfi のdoppelganger 会うする

初めて。。。XD

banyak lagilah.

everything is the first time and loads of fun thing that i did there!

kebetulan our visit kena iiotoko punya birthday

so we plan the birthday party :)

muka gigih mencurahkan 'bakat' terpendam

sangatlah kann

comel gila when he use my drawing as his profile picture now

those 10 days that we spent together

it seems so fast but the memories that fill through out the days

it feels like i've been there for months

they give me nick names like

DANGEROUS, AMAZING, CHAEMISSO and INTERESTING

those are the mostly used words for me

~~and to hear the words now make me shed tears~~

not to forget how they call me

EBI BAKA

i always love to eat EBI = UDANG everyday

as in EVERYDAY!

but i love it

OISHISSOOOO

and i am thankful too

towards the FIT yang teman kitorang jalan2

most of the time i was with Masaya kun and Yuuki kun

they have been more than helpful

expecially with my kodomo nihonggo

Masaya kun and Ko kun

Hiro kun (hot stuff ni kat sana) dengan Yuuki kun

we're blood type B

this picture is too cute to be left out

ramai lah derank

to be honest kadang2 ash tertukar2 nama

Ayaka chan, Saya chan, Haruna Chan, Dai kun, Ai chan

ramai lah lagi lagi

~~*dah tak ingat taw*~~

ash had never thought

heading back will be that sad and tiring

~~i thought i almost keluarkan biji mata for crying too hard~~

and the fact that they cries too

it was such a sad goodbye

muka masing-masing hidoi je lepas nangis

ni pun nasib gelap

"our life has been very good

that finally our path crossed each other

and we share this memories

the laugh and joys

the love and tears

for our path to crossed again

i would just say i dream of it everyday :)"

ps; this will be the ending

pss; i try to make myself write as much as i could

psss; writing this far made tears already 'bertakung" in my eyes

pssss; lets just say that i'll keep the memories forever in my heart :')

TETAP GAMBAR BANYAK GILA :p

一番はじめのトゥリープ Part One

2011-11-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

hoyeah hoyeah

mari bersorak keriangan!

as been told by my previous blogpost

ASH WENT TO JAPAN

muka extra cuax sebenarnya

the trip was for 11 days
i have so much to tell i don't even know where to start!
how meaningful the trip was
it is actually my
FIRST TRIP EVER OUTSIDE MALAYSIA
#clapclapclap#

heading there was sincerely 70-30
I AM SUPER EXCITED
but indeed
I AM DUPER CUAX

so i DID NOT went alone
i have NINA CHAN with me

kono onna no nihonggo wa sugoi desuyo!

hontoni nasib baik ada NINA dengan ashee
my nihonggo is so like kodomo
so having NINA around sangatlah seronok
plus i have someone to speak malay to :)

Our flight is actually transit at NARITA
then baru patah balik ke FUKUOKA
sampai NARITA terus carik KOPI
*jyo coffee jongmal chua*

dapat kopi secawan keluar jap dari airport

KONON MENGHIRUP UDARA JEPUN
HONTONI SAMUI DESUYOOO
terus i fell in love with the weather

ash kan bajet, selalu rasa malaysia panas
macamlah asal dari antartik!
i had always love GENTING for its weather
and the weather in japan was
PERFECTo!

transit was one hour
jakun mode activated terus kat NARITA
setengah jam nak boarding ash and nina terkedek2 pegi check in
buruk perangai

the one hour flight
from NARITA to FUKUOKA
langsung tak terasa
*time ni dah high habis :P*
and when we reached there NORIKO sensei jemput
and led us to the taxi
the sun was shining bright but the wind was comforting

nampak je panas but it was actually cold

as we reach the international house,
rasa berdebar gila when ash and nina was separated
but as advised by sensei ash dengan nina kena survived
so we terima dengan hati terbuka
*coughbilikcoughsebelahcoughsebelahcoughjecoughpuncough--*

this is when we were given pocket money
and our flight ticket money
POKCIK KAYO WEYH!
tapi being me. i have this fobia
when the amount is to much takut nak pakai --'
so macam duit tu letak tepi
hati dugeundugeun gila bila masuk bilik dah ada orang rupanya
bukan oranglah beg saje :)

we were free sampai pukul 4 before the orientation starts
so ash dengan nina keluar
JALAN JALAN CARIK MAKAN
sebabkan first time rasa susah gila nak carik makan
nasiblah ada joyfull
*that eventually became one of my favorite restaurant*
ebiEBIebi sukidayo!

favorite food kat sana

memang jalan jalan habis ash dengan nina

the place was nice

and just after 2 hours landing

I FELL IN LOVE WITH FUKUOKA

::tobecontinue::

ps; i dunno how many part will this be

pss; i'll tell as much as i could ^^

psss; ainin says i should say more in my blog instead of just picture --'

pssss; hai hai. wakarimashita :)

i'm leaving on a jet plane

2011-10-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

just so you know

my bags are packed

(though the picture shows one bag only)

visa checked

(pay no attention to the picture please)

ticket done

and isnin ni i'll be flying off

10 hari je pun :)

ps; xpayah nak gedik2 contact kalau kredit x semenggah :)

ps; incase the pictures are being so hard to tell. i'm going off to FUKUOKA, JAPAN

coz i'm busy like that

2011-09-30T07:34:00.000+08:00

whassup people

homaigod kan letak gambar sendiri?
so 3 minggu pertama was

HELL

말도 안돼

ash seriously kehulu kehilir settle my add drop

LEASON LEARNED

sumpah!

with the bus being not helpful

they changed the route

which is sangat

MALDO ANDWAE!

thank goodness they changed it back to normal route

TERIMA KASIH MALAYSIA

*tiada motif*

at first jadual sangat huruhara

i even got class FRIDAY EVENING

mula2 macam dah redha sebab ash macam pikir

i had enough rest last sem kan?

tapi gila i got 2 morning class!

as in 8 IN THE MORNING

sila kagum

I SURVIVED :)

dan setelah teguh godek2 with ainin sofia

AKHIRNYA I MANAGED TO HAVE FRIDAY OFF

but the price to be paid adalah sangat mahal

TUESDAY IS HELL

we didn't even have time to eat

sadiskan?

ASH AND FOOD

우리 서로 사랑하는대

*too much IRIS*

how could they separate us

THIS IS UNBEARABLE

*favourite phrase this semester*

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED

haish baru third week

i've got a whole semester to survive

but i think i dah jumpa my keindahan dunia in UPSI

mihihi ^^

will tell u more about that nanti ;)

ps; bukanlah niat x nak update tapi upsijaring sumpah abcdeF!

pss; my trip pun is chocking me secretly

psss; esok nak meronggeng with boon tenangkan jiwa ^^

:'(

2011-09-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

Goodbye SUMMER,

Hello SCHOOL, DRAMA,

LECTURERS & ASSIGNMENTS

ps; back to tg.malim --'

destination RAYA membonceng

2011-09-05T09:17:00.000+08:00

hamboi tajuk entry

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

raya kali ni ash celebrate in sg.petani.
and second day raya we went back to perlis

this time around was kinnda meriah
dah 2 cousin ash kawen so bertambahlah
BIG FAMILY TREE

ps; bilangan lelaki dalam family memang sadis sikit

we went back sg.petani like 3 days before raya

since Wan the cuzzies baru dapat lesen

ash suggested we should catch a movie di bulan puasa

fyi; i'm a die hard fan of this sequel!
SUMPAH

and this time around,
setelah almost 5 sequels, i finally can laugh on how they died
#CREEPS
dan berjaya keluar panggung tanpa lemah lutut
#kecutperutmaaf

this time around the story is still the same,
different people,
different way of death,
and obviously
different vision

but ash and Wan agrees on one thing
THIS SHOULD BE THE LAST ONE
apparently the ending membuatkan ash rasa the sequel had come to an end
tapi macam who knows kan?

and again thanks to Wan
yang masih gian nak bawak kereta :P
ash berjaya persuade him for us to watch Hantu Bonceng on 3rd raya
TIKET HABIS TOKK!

cite ni sumpah kelakar!
RUGI X TENGOK

so apparently raya was awesome
and as I'm writing this mom and dad dah start kerja again
and the crazy sibs had started school
imma go back to TgMalim this Sunday
bluergh

ps; new sememster gonna suck --'
pss;

ain't her sweet :)

amy

2011-08-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

nonono. bukan amy najwa
its one amy i knew back in secondary
i just...
i don't even know --'

ps; this post is so out of blue in so many colors

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福岡! まってね

2011-08-22T13:10:00.001+08:00

so these few day ash busy pegi buat visa

first time experienced tuh

tinggal nak angkat kaki and jalan je

#thrilling!!

where to?

you'll know ;)

so.

pejam celik pejam celik

PUASA WILL SOON OVER!

boom boom boom

*bunga api*

RAYA WEYH

gila tak eksaited

yang tak fun nya

lagi 20 hari nak balik UPSI

20 FREAKING DAYS

i'm not ready

-.-'

belah lah kan.

ready tak ready still kena balik

mukyaa --'

ps; saya eksaited nak raya

pss; saya cuma dah lupa upsi kat mana?

psss; teehee XD

how it used to be

2011-08-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

reminiscing how i have to put this song on replay to fall asleep

ps; recalling days of sadness, memories haunt me.

recalling days of happiness, I haunt my memories.

berwajah baru

2011-08-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

so what do you think of my new layout?
ash personally likes it :)

pergh

LAMA BETUL TAK UPDATE KAN?

hee XD

so as you might now

~~(to those who care lah kan)~~

ash dah experienced working part time as a promoter

overall i could say

IT WORTH

i kan suka tengok ragam manusia

NOTED events

*i served a JAPANESE customer
(in japanese obviously)

*i met my senior in SSP?
(oh.mai.god sangat!)

*when went shopping don't feel annoyed by the promoters following you around

(it's their job and jsyk yes sometime we lost our clothe!)
*if u want to try any clothing try it fast

(kesianlah dekat promoter who'll be waiting you to try. dah lah x beli --')

*try to ask the promoters for display item instead of ruining the nicely folded item
(sangatlah annoying me on behalf of promoters)

rasanya ash lebih consederate
towards promoters kot lepas dah kerja

hee XD

SIKIT TAK BOLEH BELAH

masam biasa i made friends

~~and i loose some along the way till i resigned~~

kikiki

BUT I THINK I LOVE MY JOB :)

tapi kalau nak pergi kerja balik?

*i pikir 2-3 kali jugak kot*

HEE :)

ps: masih mood suju. here's their MR removed

NOW WHO SAYS THEY CAN'T SING
PEGI SEMBUNYIKAN DIRI CEPAT

return of the king

2011-08-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

CAUTION:
POST NI SUMPAH PASAL SUJU JE XP

as time past i think i grow fonder of this group

kenapa suju?

Our scale is the best and our scale is the best
Everything has to be the best
Super Junior is only missing the ‘man’ from the name of ‘superman’
Our passion is the best and our concentration is the best
Who would be able to say we’ve finished
Super Junior is only missing the ‘man’ from the name of ‘superman’

need i to explain more?
so they come back with their 5th album
hey MrSimple

~~speechless~~
scratch that
BANYAK SANGAT NAK CAKAP X TAHU MANA NAK MULA

as an intro my bias is obviously
captain siwon
yang hensem je kat sebalah kiri blog tuh
though his photo teaser is ~~disappointing~~ too sexy if i could say it nicely
but he made up for that

~~nasib x batal puasa i~~
HENSEM NAK MATI!!

they are back
and i have my money aside for SS4 :)
kalini i won't be broke like last year i hope

ps: the post is in sapphire blue coz i'm an ELF :)
ps; be sorry if your not a kpop fan :P
pss; i'll update things about me later (maybe)

its RAMADHAN

2011-08-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

I STOP WORKING :)

it's a beautiful life :)

2011-07-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

AININ DAH KAWENNNNNN!!

bunga api boom boom boom

finally the day has come

macam mimpi

amboi kaw pulak yang lebih ashee ye?

so. i experienced naik flight for the first time

ye.saya tahu saya comel

~~almost tertinggal flight~~

biasalah ~~ashee~~ SHIEQ kan?

and i met ainin's bff

and we became close within just a day

YEAY ME

oh lupe plak i am the bridesmaid

nampak gemuk epic

puan ainin the truth is

SAYA TERHARU

makanan kegemaraan saya semua

*even if the menu was not meant only for me*

thnx for the lovely weekend

and i pray both of you will have a lovely life ahead

and you looked stunning girl :)

ps; now abg farule. u know ainin more than me :P

pss; maafkan saya kerana curik je gambar orang coz i misplaced my phone cabel

psss; i'll try my best to upload my own collection okay :)

i'm a blood type B

2011-06-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

motif: i like the man character in this video
besides i'm officially saying this is another group i love

saya suka insensitive guy
miahaha
bukan kaw cakap kaw suka lelaki cheesy ke shieq? --'
cheesy dengan aku je lah @@
IDEAL TYPE: MASIH WOOBIN SUNBAE

add-ons point muka macam siwon and hot macam bi XD
tanda-tanda tak nak kahwen --'

I WASN'T ACTUALLY PLANED TO TALKED ABOUT MY IDEAL TYPE
but then memang tiada motif
I AM NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT MY WORK!
BORINGGG

sejak mula bekerja
minda terbuka lebih luas
OKAY SAYA SUKA LELAKI YANG OPEN MINDED AND EDUCATED

dahlah.
ni dah jadi cerita lain

ps; can't wait for tranformer XD

just so you know

2011-06-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

i started working

ps; maaf. mood update tiada

cahaya kasih yang menyilaukan mata

2011-06-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

HAMEK KAW!!

berabad x update sekali entry punya title

tak boleh belah --'

motif gambar : TIADA

wellwellwell

tatkala poket masih lagi sengkek

ash pegi outing 'mesyuarat tingkap'

dengan sha ai and beah

kalau dah nama mesyaurat tingkap biasalah kan?
gossip gossip. makan makan. gelak gelak.
itu je lah :)
too bad AMY NAJWA taleyh join
dahlah dia presiden
dikmie kerja. apa pun x boleh

~~i told you i don't have much friends~~
tapi i love hanging out with the few that i have

banyak benda boleh cerita
banyak benda boleh gelak
banyak benda boleh reminisce

ayat lagak sayu --'

gosh i miss my school days

~~okay tipu sikit ni gambar matrix~~

okay ini malam selingkar kasih ~~(konon prom)~~

ehem. itu dikmie

that very same night
itu sabrina kekasih lama :)

forgive me for being in all girls school
hensem gila muka nak masuk lab ^^

lagi hensem bila dah tido
sweet reminder again :
i'm in single sex school. and this is my senior year :P

final year waktu teacher's day celebration
muka tak mandi *ehemehem*

ni macam my final clique
biasalah sekolah perempuan
i tell you something about it

waktu form one you've got this friends
you thought akan bersama forever end
masuk form two you're not in the same class
then form three dah x makan semeja
masuk form four you're the rules breaker then she's a prefect
*epic nightmare*
bila dah form five
"hoy a. x sangka dulu waktu form one kita rapat an"
but we CHILLED

i bet semua budak all girls agree :)

no offense

my school's facilities memang undoubtedly boleh dibanggakan

i'd been in matrix and now in university

TIADA TANDINGAN!!

seriously i missed my av sisters :)
seriously mushy --'
layan rindu plak
they were planning for reunion this 26th
i don't think i can make it
aduyai
~~*bukan nak jumpa semua orang pun. kikiki*~~

till then
:)

ps; motif tajuk. i watched nur kasih. the comment is as stated above
pss; i got the scholar with another great news. SYUKUR
psss; post cuti2 cinta a.k.a antara karak dan karok menanti :)

hey awak budak medic

2011-05-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

okay being me i am forever curious.

and being me too i always love to ask
worst being me i always regret what i asked.
IRONY?

well,

i got this one question.
it doesn't have anything to do with what happens recently
NOTHING EVEN HAPPENS pun!
ash macam dah lama terfikirkan benda ni
~~lama lah jugak at least after i'd been laugh by a doctor himself~~

lemme bring back the 'tragic' memories okay.

korang perasan tak bila kita pulas lengan kita
we'll see macam ada isi yang kedut?
*buatlahsekarang*
ada kan?
I ASK THE DOCTOR APE TUH
masa tu tengah buat medical check up

ash: Doktor kenapa bila saya buat macam ni ada ni?
*sambil pulas lengan kiri dengan tangan kanan*

doktor: oh. itu lemak!

ash: OH?
*risau habis sebab banyak gila kedut kat lengan = banyak betul lemak*

doktor masih concentrate tulis prescription

ash: tapikan doktor. kalau saya tumbuk2 ni.
pastu gatal maknanya lemak pecah lah?

doktor angkat muka pandang tepat ke arah saya

doktor: kakahahahihihuhuhohokuikuikuitrololol
*bunyik gelak melampau*
awak ni umur berapa?

*amboi segannya rasa*

so sejak tu. saya simpan saja soalan ni
i was thinking kan
korang pernah tak rasa sakit hati?
i mean like sakit gila kena tipu or whatever the reason lah
*not medicallay chest pain la kan*
kenapa rasa sakit hati tu macam literally?

like when you held your chest sakit gila!
get what i mean?
that is what i wanted to ask.
so mungkin siapa2 budak medic yang terasa ada jawapan
tell me
*sila jangan gelak seperti doktor di atas*
give me maybe the medical term
arteri tersekat ke.. alveoula tak mengalirkan darah ke
~~i flunk biology but i would love to know why~~.

ps: out of odd kan?
pss: i've got great news but i tell u later ^^

so not me

2011-05-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

currently on replay

ps; tibatibakan?

pss; i miss shinwoo :')

finally lah kan??

2011-05-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

kalau korang blogger tegar

mesti korang perasan 2 hari lepas blogspot bersikap F-ing

-.-

habis hilang mood nak update semua

pfft.

nak cerita ape yer?

oh.oh.oh

I WATCHED FASTFIVE
alah. fast to furious 5

ALL ABOARD

best nak mampus!!

siap plan nak tengok sekali lagi 3D plak

we'll see

what else?

oh. ash dah mintak kerja.

kerja apa?

~~SECRET lah.~~

LOL

nothing much lah.

waktu mood tengah banyak blog F-ing

skarang dah tade mood

talk to you later

my desktop

2011-05-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

and this is my second try :D

motif: nak tayang desktop LOL

introducing the boy

JUNG YOOGEUN

~~kpoplover~~ okay maybe just SHINEE WORLD

would recognize the boy

since ash masih lagi dalam mood gila si yoogeun ni

that is why my desktop is currently his picture

comel kan?

#gaynessoverboard!

tiap kali on laptop rasa macam nak picit2

LOL

i was suppose to tag 2 more blogger tapikan

nanti kuranglah peluang i nak menang

TROL :D

so yeah kalau korang ada masa

ask bo

zhac

anda boleh join XD

ps; i dun really care i win or not.

pss; spreading yoogeun's love to all :D

엄마 사랑해

2011-05-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

when time gets hard

and they turned away

thanx for always be the one

that i could alway turn to

YOU'RE THE BEST MOM

MAY :)

2011-05-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

SEMESTER DUA DAH HABIS :)

kali ni punya summer 4 BULAN

dream on :D

buat masa sekarang ash masih dalam mood rehat rehatan

niat di hati nak cari kerja tengoklah dalam minggu ni

or maybe minggu depan

oh yeah

correlation?

they invited SUPER JUNIOR for free concert

whatha??

but then i'm not sure i'll be going or not just yet.

28th tu memang nak naik selatan

abg.shafiq nak kawen

so still not sure

everyone is marrying fast -.-

lepas abg shafiq tinggal

wan (brother)

then me??

HOMAIGOD?!

ainin(my roomate) pun nak kawin this JULY

~~dah bosan ngan hidup ke?~~

LOL

i just turned 20.

mungkin belum pikir part tu

the only thing i am thinking is

pleading ainin to get CUTE baby

siap dah aim jadi aunty favorite

~~*TAKMATANG*~~

*tapi si ainin dah pesan jangan di ikat rambut anaknya*

(i didn't promise that. LOL)

for my addiction towards cute todler

i was thinking to get a job at the nursery in my neighborhood

we'll see

ps; tunggu aimy balik. baru ad teman nak lepak

pss; tolonglah ainin beranak cepat. HIHI|

sparta

2011-04-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

i don't like guys being too muscular

but when they come with smile eyes

bi :)

sinful combination weyh!

orang baru ni :)

unbeatable SIWON :)

*okay enough being ~~gay~~ cik siti*

ehemehem

APA KHABAR ORANG KAMPUNG??

ahaha.

lama betul tak bercerita hal-hal peribadi kan?

ash sebenarnya dalam exam week

eh eh, ash tade post pasal study week pun?

OH YES SAYA TIADA STUDY WEEK

dan to make thing worst

exam started a day before my birthday!

~~*i-don't-really-care*~~

well. yes the exam week had started

and ash dah selamat jawab 3 paper

PAPER LITERATURE SUSAH GILA WOO

tapi xpe. jadi manusia kena redha

*muka tabah*

jadi minggu peperiksaan,

ash went back PENANG :) waktu gap 5 days

buat RUNNINGMAN MARATHON -.-

ehem. running man to variety show korea ye

shieqshieq. ape nak jadi entah

*gelengkepaladuatigakali*

biasalah saya

hiburan dikala hati serta otak serabut

TUHAN JE TAHU

so 3004 ni tamatlah sem dua

hmmmmmmm

sekejap gila kan??

compared to last sem

this sem seems to fly faster

alah kaw shieq. melamun je cakap time flies. memang bersayap masa tuh

*PHAIL*

i hope new sem nanti bring something new :)

enoughlah cerita hal peribadi buat masa ni

ps; can't wait for a hella long 4 months holiday ^^

its OUR birthday :)

2011-04-20T15:38:00.000+08:00

120490

130490

200491

210491

i know fate bring us together

BUT SERIOUSLY...

does OUR birthday need to fall in the same month to??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS

amer: kaw dah tua. again. setahun lebih dari aku :) may u have a blast.

jangan party tak ingat tuhan LOL

kiera: selamat berjaya menjadi artis :) aku tahu kaw boleh

acap: aku dah bagi ucapan beremoi kt wall kaw :)

dena: aku pun dah bagi ucapan beremosi kat wall hg gak ^^

ps; now april is ending. may MAY brings more laughter and memories :)

bye bye teens :')

2011-04-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

ehem.post overdue

this feel EXTREMELY weird -.-

wellwellwell

ini post ashe ke 3 regarding my birthday

yang ke 18

turned 19

so whats the difference?

apparently nothing much

i'm living life as how it goes

~~masih berharap pada sesuatu yang xpasti~~

SEMANGAT SIKIT :)

for my 20th year of living

I THANK ALLAH FOR SUCH AN AMAZING LIFE I HAVE :)

filled with amazing people

how could i ask for more

*ehem. jodoh je belum sampai LOL*

walaupun masih dalam mood exam.

serabut otak

I'M GOOD

hopefully,

I AM NOT JUST A YEAR OLDER
BUT A YEAR WISER :)

ps; thnx for the *suprise* party. i know u guys love me

pss; but i'm sure i love u guys more :)

psss; thnx for the wishes too

pssss; though you might wish it just a matter of notification from FB.

saya hargainya drummer ^^

when shieq speaks literature

2011-04-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

with no study week

memang PERKASA lah kaw shieq

betul saya ~~tak~~ yakin

have faith :|

ps; life is hard. death is easy. you don't need a reason to die but u better have a good reason to live :)

pss; i'll hold on to MINE for a little while :)

telefon baru

2011-04-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

RAIN & SIWON KOTTT

tolonglah nak satu

ps;saya x rasa kat malaysia ada

april blues

2011-04-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

Rejection doesn't hurt, expectation does.

Lie doesn't kill, denial does. "Forget" doesn't heal, "forgive" does.

*aku maafkan kaw* says ashee to HERSELF

its 1.56 am in the morning

for some reason i'm feeling of doing some self forgiving

of the stated time and date

i hereby,

forgive myself who fall in love with my bff

forgive myself for loving people more than myself

forgive myself for letting my heart to hurt

forgive myself for being too wallow in self pity

~~saya hopeless and helpless~~

talking crap

2011-04-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

tibatiba in mode nak post keindahan dunia

cuba tengok

sama an muka derank??
they are actually 3 different people.
cepat teka!
but i like the middle one most :)
*sumpah bunyik gay*

ps; x dek motif pun. cuma lately rasa kurang update :)

pss; Do you know April is a celebration month?? Wanna grab some freebies :) *i-know-u-like-it* http://says.my/ashee/bday

i told you i dislike April?

2011-04-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

for some reason in my life
APRIL IS THE LEAST FAVORABLE MONTH FOR ME
but still i have to go through it no matter what
kan?

ouh before that, meet FLIPSIE

and special appearance by Princeton there

u know i am not the type who love stuff toys

but i would say FLIPSIE is an exception

*since he is more like a beanbag*

kikiki

well its an early gift from ainin

*muke bangga sikit*

and ohh she's Princeston's owner :)

and she started the whole thing.

as then i got another ~~*soft toys*~~ or should i say not that soft

ehem.baling anjing pun confirm mati!

keras hell.

erm. this one is from

tuck man n ka yong

so far. i got a bunch of early gift i would say

thank you friends.

i guess April is not as bad as what i always expected kan?

hmmm.

and ohh,

~~I WON~~ uh uh scratch that WE WON!!

it was a fun weekend

*ehem.except for the bruise i get on my knee*

i totally have no luck with stairs!

form one betul!

ps; still April sure have a long way to go

fool

2011-04-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

April it is.

and i am not okay -.-

do do do do do do do do

2011-03-23T09:24:00.000+08:00

mari kita berdansa! :D

OH TRUCK!

2011-03-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

OH TRUCK!

yes. i'm obsessed :)

2011-03-21T10:41:00.001+08:00

19 MARCH 2011

finally

ITS A DREAM COME TRUE

i just dunno where to start.

i went to the stadium as early as 10 am

* volunteered for chocofam*

greatest thing happens to me

I GOT FREE TERRACE TICKET

and i give out mine free too

i had fun meeting ELFs all over the world.

and YURHEE UNNIE too :)

ps; if u say i'm obsessed now. i won't deny it!

pss; planning for ss4 already :)

psss; ouh. i meet qeez and anez and paan in KL

pssss; this post is without pic since i uploaded them all in FB :)

pssssssss; i'm going kerazee

:)

2011-03-13T08:15:00.004+08:00

yes.

YOU.

siapa panda?

2011-03-06T07:11:00.001+08:00

if only i sleep well past 2 days

MY EYES WILL BE DANG BIGGER THEN YOURS

*merrong*

ps; malaysia pun sejuk okay!

pss; BGM cantek. sumpah epic fails LOL

two thousand and LATE

2011-03-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

mari kita bercakap tentang fesyen

i am no ~~TREND SETTER~~ obviously

i wear something comfort and since last year

i tried my best to wear

something proper according to my religion

still.

since before i believe that in fashion there's

TWO BIG NO-NO

OVERDRESS

UNDER DRESS

well well.

mari kita kembali ke MALAYSIA

should i say in particular

TANJUNG MALIM

meet HANA TAJIMA
i believe she started the trend of

TUDUNG TUALA

*basically that is what i called them*

okay look.

"orang cantik. pakai apa pun cantik?"

i bet u heard of that kan?

HANA TAJIMA seriously look PRETTAY in that

NOTE: SHE'S A MODEL

though somehow i'm still finding significant of all her dresses

i think its fine with her

considering what she did (as a model)

& the world she's in (entertainment bizz)

in TANJUNG MALIM?

i was cool when this type came along

*i call them tudung instant*

it was basically diterima akal

SENANG DAN MUDAH

tapi kakak??

IS THAT A HAIR ACCESSORY?

as in THESE stuff?

ho.mai.god.

habis comel la??

belum masuk bab

TUDUNG YANG MEMBAHAYAKAN KESELAMATAN

other than that

BIG HELL NO

you seriously wore a TRENCH COAT to class in
TANJUNG MALIM???

say watthefak?

KAMONLAH!

A trench coat or trenchcoat is a raincoat

made of waterproof heavy-duty cotton drill or poplin,

wool gabardine, or leather.

It generally has a removable insulated lining; and it is usually knee-length.

(WIKI, 2011)

basically trench coat is a coat that people wear in

COLD COUNTRY

*as in SEJUK*

or to make it easier

TANJUNG MALIM IS TOO HOT FOR A TRENCHCOAT

*alah ashee. kaw saket ape kalau derank pakai trenchcoat.

tak mintak duit kaw pun nak beli?*

INDEED

tapi

SAYA SAKIT MATA!

ash dah separuh nyawa panas subhanaalla terik mentari

tiba2 selamba KAK PAH jalan

menggayakan trench coat yang dibeli di OPEN DAY KAB

-.- pffft

ps; I'm talking bout the fashion. picture taken from the net. no offense

psss; post ni SUPERIOR panjang!

psss;“Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.”

pssss: and oh. JUST SO YOU KNOW

darah dn char kuew teow

2011-02-28T12:02:00.000+08:00

HOW DO WE SPELL

CHAR KUEW TEOW??

*tell me tell me te te te te tell me*

well yeah.

3 days passed KAB ada

PESTA ILMU

basically its a COLLEGE OPEN DAY

~~i don't really care~~

what I DO care is

sungguh weyh

3 HARI 3 MALAM

ash makan ini saja

SEDAP WOO!!

*sampai demam demam act*

ada ke orang makan Char Kuew Teow demam?

ASHEE & AININ DID!

trololololol

other than that.

for the FIRST TIME ever

saya derma darah!

clapclapclap

niat tu dah ada lama

tapi selalu tak lepas sebab ~~berat~~

sebab hb kurang

kekeke.

kali ni cukup cukup makan je.

maybe sebab ash consume kerang dekat sekati!

so, now that the open day dah habis

ash dengan ainin sedih lah jugak.

best weyh makan2.

and oh!

derank ade buat drifting jugak.

but i didn't join

ABANG DRIFT HENSEM SANGAT

ps; rindu char kuew teow weyh!

pss; lepas ni kalau nak derma darah kena makan kerang banyak2 dulu